New Life

I have The Great Irritation today. It happens once a month. You figure that one out. Everything anyone does or says? Makes my blood boil. Makes me want to do things like hit. Or yell. The good doctor was using MY computer ALL MORNING to search for new race horses. And used MY phone ALL MORNING to talk to his guys in Kentucky about all the new colts. AND he was talking so loud, I couldn't even hear myself think. I tried and tried to calm the fire by sitting in the file room reading a magazine, but nothing worked. He's got a huge, brand new large screen Mac in his office with a phone line of his own, but he doesn't like going back there. He gets too LONELY. There may be a bloodbath today.

Here's the update on my dating life: Version 5.0 is e-mailing and calling me. Version 6.0 is e-mailing me. Oh, and army guy who will not get a number? He's back. I met him online about five months after Jason died when he was home on leave from Iraq, and when he went back, we e-mailed daily - many times a day. I figured I was doing my duty to God and my country by communicating with a service man that I'd never met while he was on active duty. Shortly before he was to come home, I lost all contact with him. It's been almost two years. He found me again a couple weeks ago. It's been fun to catch up. We might even meet after all this time.