Big Things

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I am now the proud owner of a Chrysler Sebring Touring Car. Not the convertible - I mean seriously, I live in the Midwest. I thought I might be a little sick to my stomach when I signed the papers, but all is well with the world. Now I must sell the blazer. I will miss it. I think I'm going to miss it more than I know.

Jason came to visit me in my blazer. He died on the 29th of December and he came to me in my car on the 1st of January as I went to pick my sister up at the airport. I knew he was there and I said, " Hi honey." like I always did before. He was there and don't try to tell me he wasn't. Because he was. And then he was gone. Just like that. I miss him tonight. I've made a big decision and a big purchase and he's not here to reassure me that I've done okay and for that? I'm sad. Tonight I'm sad.

3 comments:

rudecactus said...

Cliche, but hang in there.

Shania said...

I'm sorry that you're sad, and I've got no words of wisdom on that front. On a positive note, the sebring is a sweet ride!

stoogepie said...

I'm sorry you're sad.

If it's any consolation at all, I think you done okay.