Big Things

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I am now the proud owner of a Chrysler Sebring Touring Car. Not the convertible - I mean seriously, I live in the Midwest. I thought I might be a little sick to my stomach when I signed the papers, but all is well with the world. Now I must sell the blazer. I will miss it. I think I'm going to miss it more than I know.

Jason came to visit me in my blazer. He died on the 29th of December and he came to me in my car on the 1st of January as I went to pick my sister up at the airport. I knew he was there and I said, " Hi honey." like I always did before. He was there and don't try to tell me he wasn't. Because he was. And then he was gone. Just like that. I miss him tonight. I've made a big decision and a big purchase and he's not here to reassure me that I've done okay and for that? I'm sad. Tonight I'm sad.


rudecactus said...

Cliche, but hang in there.

Shania said...

I'm sorry that you're sad, and I've got no words of wisdom on that front. On a positive note, the sebring is a sweet ride!

stoogepie said...

I'm sorry you're sad.

If it's any consolation at all, I think you done okay.