Snow Day in My Heart

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It's snowing today. Which more than makes up for the forty below wind chill we have going on. I love, love, love the snow! It matches the winter in my soul. I am not doing well with the anniversary of Jason's death coming up. Last year, it was all about my one year sobriety birthday. I know that's still important, but it's not as big a deal to me this time. I'm very confused about how I feel about pretty much anything. I know very well that I am okay and I am going to be okay through this whole season. I just don't like the way that I feel. Not one bit.

17 comments:

Sweetly Single said...

hugs~ just like the snow the pain will become something beautiful

Daisee579 said...

It's not snowing here. Can I come up there and play in the snow with you? We can romp around like little kids and you'll cheer right up!!

carrster said...

at the very least, enjoy the snow. Everything else just take one day at a time. When is your sobriety birthday?

Stephen Wilson said...

I like snow too, but I can't convice my out-of-town friends to visit!

BrianAlt said...

I think you should feel happy you can FEEL. Feeling is life. It's normal to feel. It's what we should do as human beings. Feel away!

And happy second birthday!

melissalion said...

Okay, that's snow. I might or might have been being a gigantic wuss. Chin chin, dear one. Put on fancy shoes and take a picture of your feet. Makes you feel better.

lacochran said...

Nice snow. I'm hoping we get a blizzard or two this year, here, too.

Ken said...

snow is beautiful. go take some pics. bundle up first!

Kate said...

Carrie - my sobriety birthday is December 28th. Jason's anniversary is December 29th. My regular birthday as you know, is January 2nd. Too much all at once.

BrianAlt said...

It's snowing here too. Not sticking though.

Kristen said...

We're getting snow tonight!!!
YAY!!!

Sorry you're bummed out sweetie. The season will pass and you will be okay again.

Kristen said...

We're getting snow tonight!!!
YAY!!!

Sorry you're bummed out sweetie. The season will pass and you will be okay again.

Kristen said...

I didn't mean to say that twice! What happened?

Stephen Wilson said...

You have a great blog, btw!

BrianAlt said...

We got a healthy inch of snow and slush.

MilesPerHour said...

Hang in there Kate. Do what you need to do today to get out of your "funk".

Another friend of Bill W.

Nilsa said...

One foot in front of the other, right? For now, derive your happiness from Mother Nature. There's nothing wrong with that, even if it is only a temporary distraction.